Chapter 6 – Wish of a Star

It was highly likely that I was letting myself be dominated by my hormones; I knew I had to be more careful with this kind of thing. I was probably taking the biggest risk of my entire life, doing something so incredibly bold inside my own den.
But I felt this burning deep inside me, a heat that couldn’t be quenched any other way.
I wondered if this was right. A thousand times, I asked myself that. But right now, with Firepaw’s face right there, staring at my vulva with eyes full of pure adoration, I couldn’t bring myself to back down.
Heavy, ragged breaths escaped my jaws. A sharp heat raced from my paws up to my neck, finally reaching my ears and making me vibrate, letting out soft rumbles of purrs at the slightest tickle as Firepaw leaned closer to scent me. It was such a scorching sensation that it made my fur stand on end.
Saliva escaped from the corner of my mouth. Finally, I pressed my hindquarters firmly against Firepaw’s face, causing him to flinch back in surprise.
“Please… can you…?” I repeated, my eyes clouded with sheer lust.
Firepaw stood there watching me, looking somewhat hesitant but clearly burning up with arousal too. He nudged his muzzle a bit closer to my rear and spent a few seconds sniffing. He buried his nose right into the cleft of my backside, taking a deep, strong breath, though he was clearly still timid. I remained still, letting him familiarize himself with my scent.
This was turning out to be the very first vulva he had ever seen.
I wanted to be his first, but at the same time, I didn’t want this to end up bothering or confusing him later on.
I saw such immense potential in him to become a great warrior for the Clan. Honestly, that was what I hoped for the most. It would be fantastic to watch everything he would achieve; I felt it would be the best thing. My mind just couldn’t stop thinking about Firepaw right now.
He could even be a great leader one day, if he ever set his mind to it.
Finally, I pulled my hindquarters away from his face and looked him straight in the eyes, my gaze burning. He placed a paw against one of my thighs, and with careful deliberation, he began to push himself up onto his hind legs.
He caught my tail in his jaws, biting it lightly before meticulously licking the fur. I flicked my tail out of his mouth and shifted my rear closer, aligning myself with his cock. Firepaw swallowed hard, but he stayed still, letting me dictate the movement.
Carefully, I began to move in slow circles over his glans, rubbing myself against him constantly to heat him up even more than before. I wanted him to feel it. I wanted him to understand that he was going to fill this she-cat, that whatever he had previously spilled in my mouth, he was meant to release deep inside me too.
“I’m ready… You can do it,” I murmured. Firepaw nodded at my words.
“Y-You really are so beautiful…”
“I know… I mean, stars…”
Firepaw let out a faint smile and wrapped his forepaws around my hindquarters, gripping my flanks firmly.
I fell silent, a little dazed.
But then Firepaw let out a low rumble of a purr against the lower part of my body, slowly pressing his cock into my vulva, inch by inch. I felt it. For the very first time, I was receiving a male inside me, and I instinctively parted my hind legs a bit wider. He possessed a good size, and that was exactly what I was enjoying the most about him at that moment.
“Spottedleaf… I…”
I let out a hot gasp into the empty air, facing the dirt floor, flushing deeply as I felt the sensation of his shaft stretching my interior, accidentally ignoring his words.
“I… I really like you… I truly do, Spottedleaf…”
I unsheathed my claws, digging them into the earth for a brief moment.
I swallowed hard, lifted my head, and turned around to look at him. Firepaw met my gaze, and within seconds, a deep flush crept entirely beneath his fur.
His cock was finally halfway inside me.
I squeezed my internal muscles tightly around his shaft to keep him anchored, closing my eyes as the heat rushed to my face. Firepaw, on the other hand, brought his paws up to his muzzle, as if trying to hide behind them because of the confession he had just blurted out.
“A-Aah… I’m sorry…”
His small paws clung tightly to his face, refusing to pull them away. I simply let out a soft sigh and flicked my tail close to his eyes.
Giving a sharp shove backward, I squeezed my eyelids shut, and finally, the entirety of his cock buried itself inside me. My pelvis crashed hard against his groin. I began to move my hips in circles, shifting slightly forward and back to stimulate him. His shaft throbbed inside my slick walls, stroking firmly against my internal passages.
But right now, the one thing I couldn’t distract my attention from was his sweet face.
Perhaps it was due to my duties as a medicine cat, or maybe my emotions were just completely tangled up.
I didn’t know.
But I needed to see that beautiful face.
I pressed my tongue against his paws, and even though he resisted at first, I nudged them with just enough force to let him know I wanted to see his beautiful eyes.
He finally allowed his paws to be guided away from his face, revealing an expression filled with shy, burning embarrassment.
And the moment his face was free, I kissed him.
I pressed my lips firmly against his, stealing a sweet, treasured kiss. I swirled my tongue in circles once I managed to slip it inside his mouth, and then I pulled back. Letting out a shallow pant, I rolled my hips back against him, forcing another breathless gasp from his throat.
I stole another kiss, pressing myself even tighter against his groin. I locked my lips to his and pushed my tongue deep inside. I felt him retract his own at first, so I kept mine still inside his mouth until, after a few seconds, he grew bold enough to suck on it. Naturally, it made me soak through.
My hind legs trembled slightly while the apprentice kept giving me comforting, needy kisses, filled with wanting, with necessity, and with something far more potent.
Something I wouldn’t even know how to return.
Love.
I began to return his wet licks, taking the offensive against his tongue as well. I sucked on it carefully, all while my hindquarters kept moving rhythmically for him. My hips shifted from steady, back-and-forth thrusts to motions born of pure, unadulterated heat, driven by the desperation to have his cock buried even deeper inside me. He would surely grow larger in the future, but given his current size right now, there was absolutely no way I could deny him.
I rolled my hips against him over and over until, finally, I felt him understand exactly what I wanted. Gripping my flanks more tightly with his paws, he began to drive his own weight into me, taking over the thrusts.
I flattened my body lower against the dirt floor, lying prone so he could pin me down and pump into my backside.
My mouth broke away from his, and I flushed a deeper crimson beneath my fur as I felt him driving harder, attempting to wedge himself as deep as possible, his heavy testicles slapping softly but dominantly against my rear with every push.
I caught the sound of his low, breathless growls, heavy with arousal, and I couldn’t help but burn with heat. He was incredibly hot, prompting me to grind my hindquarters back against him with even more fervor. Again and again, I let out shallow pants into the air, doing my best to muffle them. Anyone could still walk into the medicine den at any moment, and I absolutely did not want that to happen. I didn’t want it… because that would mean this would have to end.
“H-Harder… Firepaw, please…!”
“M-Mroaaaw!…”
Firepaw began to move with more urgency, driving into me repeatedly without a shred of hesitation. His thrusts quickly found a steady, rhythmic pace, and I felt his shaft throb with increased force inside me. My face burned even hotter, and I finally stopped fighting the intense trembling in my hind legs, letting them shake all they wanted. I was completely soaked by now, feeling Firepaw’s pre-cum mixing fluidly with my own slickness.
I moved my hips more, so much more, until I finally hit my absolute limit.
I buckled, releasing my own fluids tight around his cock the moment I shattered into a screaming climax…
“M-Mroaaaw!”
I felt his claws unsheathe, digging firmly into my shoulders to hold himself steady.
I exhaled a heavy stream of hot air through my nostrils, my spine aching slightly from how hard I had arched my back.
I clamped my internal muscles tightly around his cock, utterly refusing to let him slip out of me. I wanted him, I needed him, I needed him to stay inside me for much longer; I craved him, loved him, idolized him.
“Don’t pull out, please,” the words escaped my jaws entirely on their own, leaving my mind in an absolute whirlwind.
I want him. I love him. I need him.
He is the sweetest tom I have ever known… and all I want is for him to lick my lips and make me soak for him over and over again. I want his shaft buried as deep as possible inside me. Not just like this tonight, but for many nights to come.
Firepaw, why did you have to come to the Clan in the first place…?
You are so curious, so adventurous… I find it entirely too sweet. Kissing your lips utterly unravels me, and whenever I try to pull away, I find myself completely paralyzed. My chest trembles, my heart hammers, and I want to cry. I want to scream something out, but I don’t even know what the words are. I just cling to your lips, my entire body shaking, devouring you the same way I would gorge myself on wild berries, the kind that, even when they taste dangerously sharp and forbidden, I only want to consume until I am completely satiated.
I don’t want to separate from you. Not now. My heart aches.
It scares me, I’m terrified. Why am I so afraid? StarClan. StarClan terrifies me. Not entirely, but the fear is there.
Firepaw. Please don’t hate me… I am not a good medicine cat. I do everything wrong sometimes, and right now, more than ever.
You are a young cat full of promise; if you keep working hard, you will become leader one day. I want to be right there beside you when it happens. But I am a fool too.
I don’t want to leave the Clan. I’m scared, Firepaw.
I press my lips against yours with even more force; can you just let me have this a little longer?
Since StarClan surely despises me already, they will only loathe me more after tonight.
Why did they give me a heart that melts like this over the kisses of a tom who, until recently, didn’t even belong to any Clan? Do you know the answer, Firepaw?
I can’t take it anymore. I need you, Firepaw…!
I simply locked my lips to his, unable to hold back a moment longer, and rode him right into a second, explosive orgasm, pinning his chest back against the den wall. I stretched my neck out to reach him, stealing another desperate kiss, fusing our mouths together.
I stayed frozen like that against him for several long seconds, my silent thoughts consumed by the fact that I loved him more than anyone else in this world right now.
Firepaw…
“I love you… Spottedleaf…”
I squeezed my eyes tightly shut… and let a single tear slip through my fur. A tear born of pure desperation.
All while the old kittypet scent and the raw fluid of the apprentice pooled and mingled deep inside me.
I let out one final, shallow gasp… and at last, I broke the kiss.
I rolled him over onto my bedding, pinning him beneath me and wrapping my four paws securely around his body…
Just so the very last thing I could remember was pulling his muzzle back to mine, devouring him with wild, frantic kisses…
Until everything went completely black.